i'm still here! ^O^

hey,it's me again..

i'm back,i know it's been awhile,but yeah..

hopefully everything is fine now..

well,sorry for the depresseing moments in my blog,or some 

selling warehouse going on? haha.. hmm..well,i just wanna help my friend out,so don't mind

give me a hand as well? if you like those

items let me know aight? ^O^

alright,let's start...

life these days wasn't that bad until things return to back to the 

same as it was be.. lots of arguement,crying,and gosh,

i can't describe it,my heart just felt so painful.. i can't go on anymore....

i don't want things to be so complicated no more...

yeap..and we talk things out...

i'm not gonna write in detail,but yeah,

hopefully this time things will be better..like seriously better..

besides,this is just life,we've gotta forgive each other specially ones we cared

cause life too short for us to hate people... ^O^

oh yeah,the story had a happy ending...

we manage to talk things out,felt better,hopefully things will stay the

same,or better... just don't get bad.. anyways,

what i want from her now is just for her to be happy,no matter what i have to do,

or no matter how painful my heart will be i just wan her to be happy because

if i see her sad i will be even more depressed so yeah~ ^O^

all right i've got to stop right here now,

so see ya peeps around! 

will come back more often and update my bloggie okies:? 

smiles! ^O^

REMINDER !!! ^O^

Ladies!

i forgot to let you girls know

that prices given are quite reasonable already because

those items are from a shopping mall,and it has not been used,so

a reminder please don't compare 

prices with online store because it's different~ thanks !

have a nice day!

^O^

buy! buy! buy!

Hey ladies!

and guys who's intersted to buy for your darlings~ ^O^

here's some items i'm selling,

so far 2 actually.. interested,email me at sunny-spicycookie@live.com 

or follow me on twitter at https://twitter.com/#!/sunny3191 or 

you can facebook me either at http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1611587798~ ^O^

First Item

Handbag,you can carry it,or hang it over your shoulder~

ain't that cool ? ^O^

Price - RM 55

STATUS ~SOLD~

Second Item

This lovely looking dress~^O^

anyone of you girls wear i'm sure you'll look awesome! *peace!*

Price RM 60

STATUS ~SOLD~

Price given are after discounts! 

it's worth it ladies! no regrets~ buy and be happy! ^O^

it ain't branded but well,it's very english and classy looking!!! hurry up!

get it before you regret! first come first serve! enjoy! 

have a nice day peeps!

mind the emotional post yeah! smiles! ^O^

What Hurts The Most was being so close........

This is exactly how i feel right now,

this song express exactly what i feel after you left me~

another awesome version by Rascal Flatts with Kelly Klarkson



~missing her lots~ 

hey guys..

so sorry for not updating my blog,well... 

i wasn't in my best mood either.. i feel awful lately,someone i adore

suddenly change into a monster,change to a demon,devil? i don't know,she just don't 

have the humanity towards me anymore...

well,life wasn't that good without her by my side.... it's all loneliness i feel in me,

everywhere i go,everything i do.. haih.. you know i used to think like what the picture says..

but well,sometimes it's not true.. 

can't believe love hurt that bad.. i love someone to the fullness and

all i get was a horrifying hurtful excruciating experience of life!! i did everything i could

everything she wants i give her,where she wanna go,i take her

but what do i get back in return? she start flirting with other guys? starts,acting cute with other guys

and treat me like an enemy..haih... wonder what did i actually owe her 

in the past that now i suffer this way~ 

This is what my heart feel..

hopefully one day you'll actually understand..

anyways,am i really that unreasonable in your eyes?

am i that useless in your eyes?

can't you honestly tell me why you change? yes,i know people change but not 

that fast right? as in like today she's normal,the next day she's a different person already~ haih..

i've tried everything,everything i can do to stop 

caring about you,but i just can't,probably its in my DNA.. i don't know..

i cannot just don't care about somebody,that's not me..

come on~ sigh.. i wish one day you'll realise how important you are to me.. and also hopefully

one day you'll finally understand why i ask you not to go out alone? 

you said your family's not rich,are you trying to bullshit me? 

if your family is not rich,your dad can't even afford to send your brother to private school,

send your sis to london and next you.. come on,what you trying to indicate?

or you are just trying hard to be low profile? if you are,that's not working.. look at the way you shop?

look at the way you spend your dad's money... 

well,anyways..it's not my concern..

if only you'll stop complaining about everything,

i can assure you your life would be as perfect as ever! ~MARK MY WORDS~

right now,learn how to not complain..

complaining is not going to bring you anywhere,it only make you worst..

for instant me,partly both of us argue is because you 

never get satisfy of me,how i talk,how i eat,how i walk,

how i grow,how i look,how i wear..

every single there is to complain you'll definitely will do so,well that's not the way,you shouldn't do that..

it's so wrong! for once have i ever complain about you? the only thing i complain about you 

is just your attitude and how you wear,if only you wear appropriately do you think

i'll complain? maybe you think it's fashion but i think it's stupid..

it's ugly!! honestly most of the time you over dress as in try too hard to dress up..

but anyways you won't listen to me either..

you kept on asking me to change,

asking me to go back how we used to be,how i used to be?

do you think i can? you change my life forever,what's behind me is all over,there's nothing left of me now,

it's all holes and piercings in my heart which i have left..

i've talk to many about out situation,some say maybe it's because you are going to london,

well,then i reply by saying if that's the case you don't have to treat me like a dirt

either unless you are planning to find someone else over there? 

haih,dun be so naive,sometimes people say you are pretty in actual fact they don't really mean it aight?

wake up!! i'm not critising,just stating out the facts...

i'm not saying you're not pretty to me you are,yes indeed you are~

guess that's enough of crap already,enough.. life's like this

like you said"shit happens at times" guess i'll just have to bare with it..

although i hate seeing you being physically close to a guy but well,if that's what you want,

i'll respect it.. anyways.. i've gotta go,i don't want to shed tears

anymore... alright.. sorry all my readers,

i'm just trying to let my frustration out.. so sorry.. forgive me yeah!

have a happy life ahead and my only one,think for yourself,what you really want in life..

take good care! have a nice and pleasant day ahead folks! ^O^

howdiez! ^O^

hey peeps!

how ya guys doing?

sorry,it's been awhile since i blog right? forgive me,i'll make more time to do so

in future aight? ^O^

well,that's sungha!! awesome guitarist!

by the way,just to keep you cheeky fella's mind right, i'm normal !

i'm not what you think i am aight?..gay..

hahaha...hmm..i'm currently listening to "sungha jung!"

yeah,this kid has got some serious talent!! awesome! if i'm a girl i'll definitely

marry him... seriously! like damn! well,you can go to youtube to look at his videos~

or can check out his site! (www.sunghajung.com) i think~ haha..

anyways,probably in future i'll load some of his videos here aight? right now i'm in my 

uni library and they don't allow us to youtube here so yup..
yeah i know! sad case right~ haha..

never the less,damn guys!

he's not only a guitarist,sungha can even play a piano? 

gosh! i'm obsess with this guy,like seriously,if only i can be as talented as him

sometimes life would be a better day~ ^O^ 

alright cut the crap,hmm..so i watched "Jumper" earlier to
clear up some thought of mine so that conflicts won't happen~ 

it's a nice movie~ although it's not logical but well,
sometimes we humans just need this kinda of entertainment to 
entertain ourself right? so yeah~ Cheezee.. ^O^

well,anyhow,yeah...life's not bad except,

i had an arguement with someone i'd give my life up for,yup that's

how important she is to me..i felt bad after that,really bad and yeah i apologize
and wanted to give her a surprise by yeah giving her a box that it may 
look like i'm giving her a jewellary but actually i plan
to put a bandage or plaster inside it as another way to apologise? heeee...
but sadly i can't find any box so yeah,next time maybe...hoho.. 
^O^ anyways i don't want to argue plus i have not much time left..

she's leaving to london to continue her education~ 
so yeah i don't want to leave a bad impression to her before she go over there~
Gosh...definitely i'm gonna miss her like crazy when she leaves to london
in fact actually i'm already am missing her and longing to see her!^O^
teehee!! alright...guess that's enough for time being aight?

probably when i'm back home maybe i'll write more okays?

have a happy life ahead people! *peace out!* : D

It's just breakfast~ XP

Good Morning every one!

Morningg!!

well,just a lil something to start off my day,

had nasi lemak and my all time favourite,san francisco! oh yeah...........

well,although this nasi lemak didn't taste as good as compared to

ones i had in the past but well,it's still spicy and 

enough to wake me up! haha.. sorry,i didn't take a picture of it opened as cause i dunno why 

when i open it became so ugly but yet still eatable! pardon me for the broken english

but anyway,yeah.. hmm..besides that,guess everything is good..

not forgetting my all time favourite! SF!!! oh..that's awesome..had golden gate today~

tasted not bad,my first time tho.. haha.. 

alright,enough for time being,it's just breakfast.. hahaha...

well,time to go study! see ya later! possibly 20mins time? haha.. see ya bloggie! ^O^

Just wanna feel better~ ^O^

Morning world!

Good Morning everyone!!! 

yeah i know it's been awhile since i last update my blog,

probably the mood i guess.. 

anyways.. here i am just to throw some of my feelings out as i have no ears to borrow..

so yeah,pardon me.. =D

breakfast! milo!

we'll start of with my breakfast today which is 

a $0.90 milo... hehe..

it taste sweet,awesome..it become even better when you are having this kind of view.....

awesome isn't it? 

see guys,dun have to spend tons of $$ just for something fabulosity~

because the nature is already a fabulosity if you know how to enjoy them~ ^o^ 

not a bad view for a morning drive today~

hehe... just love the way the sun shines! it's awesome!!

guys take your girl out to some hill top or somewhere high,watch the sunrise with her..

that moment is just awesome! trust me~ ^O^

alright let's start...

lately i just can't seem to sleep well,

possibly a lot of unwanted things had happen..

but recently things got better but at least it got better.. well,anyways...

i always thought somebody i truly adore will cheer me up,leave a smile on my face,

just simple things i expected it all didn't happen..

sigh...i'll try to fight over that by all means anyways..

i wonder will i ever get a hug from anybody,saying "Don't Worry,

everything will be alright,i'm here for you"

wouldn't that be nice? well guess it's just my fairytale.. 

never the less,i know i can make it through this obstacles or whatever you wanna name it,i know i can..

be strong!

look,obama agrees with bob! yes we can!

and yes i know i can as well!!

 so fight sunny! you are not weak! roarrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

that's it guys,gotta go study~ see ya peeps! ^O^

San Francisco Lunch~ ^O^

Lunch for the day!

yeah,Life is Good.. =D 

hmm..well,today i had healthy plus expensive lunch!

anyways,it's worth it so it's alright.. hee...

it's hmm... Turkey Wrap~

yup~looks like popiah i know,but it doens't taste like one..

this one is of course more tasty! ^O^

First Blood!

oops,i meant first bite! haha..

it taste awsome! once you bite it,the mayonenaise oozing in your mouth,

chew in your mouth! woah! 

fabulosity! hahha..

lunch is settle!

oh..i also had chocolate milk that i brought as well,

i didn't buy coffee cause i've already drank one it the morning,so yeah~ ^O^

gosh,taste awesome! healthy combination! 

yummy! i'm loving it! haha..

that's all for my lunch peeps! 

see ya around! *peace!*

Barney's Birthday♥♥♥

6/3/2011

it was"Barney" my dog's birthday yesterday..

when we first brought him home from a breeder,he was so tiny,so cute..

at that point of time i always wanted him to be bigger faster..

and as time goes by,i wish he will be smaller..haha..

anyways this year he is about 8 years old now..

gosh,time flies...well,anyways..here's some pictures of him evolving! =D

This is Barney when we first brought him home..

gosh,so cute! i miss him ! haha..

he got bigger! yeah,i know fast eh?

nawh,i miss a step.. haha.. don't have the picture of him becoming bigger a little..

 anyways,still he look young~ haha..

This is he wanting to eat our food instead of his..

he's focusing on our food! 

nooo!

haha.. still adorable~ ^O^

finally,he's a man now! yeah..

thought we haven got him a company,but i guess he has 

somebody around the neighbourhood as he is always wanting to go out so badly?

haha... he's a good boy..

 this is him after a bath,while drying himself!

we don't tie him,we let him run around freely,haa..

guess,that's all for now,probably future i'll show u more pictures of him

kies? *winks!*

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never the less,before i go.. Barney!

Happy Birthday! hope you have fun yesterday when i brought u out without

using a leash.. haha.. had me chasing you har! ^O^

cheeky lil one! love you always Barney! smiles... xoxo!  

see ya when i'm home! =D

Just love this pic a lot! haha...

he's so huggable! so fluffy!!! weeeeeee.........

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END OF 6/3/2011 =D

Feeling broken 

Barely holding on 

But just there's something so strong 

Somewhere inside me. 

And I am down, but I'll get up again. 

Don't count me out just yet 

I've been brought down to my knees 

And I've been pushed right past the point of breaking, 

But I can take it. 

I'll be back - 

Back on my feet 

This is far from over 

You haven't seen the last of me. 

You haven't seen the last of me. 

They can 

Say that 

I won't stay around 

I gonna stand my ground 

You're not gonna stop me. 

You don't know me ,you don't know who I am. 

Don't count me out so fast 

I've been brought down to my knees 

And I've been pushed right past the point of breaking, 

But I can take it. 

I'll be back - 

Back on my feet 

This is far from over 

You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no better 

This is not the end 

I'm better now 

And I'll be standing on top again. 

Times are hard but 

I was built tough. 

I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of. 

I've been brought down to my knees 

I've been pushed right past the point of breaking, 

But I can take it. 

I'll be back - 

Back on my feet 

This is far from over 

I AM FAR FROM OVER 

You haven't seen the last of me. 

No, no, I'm going nowhere 

I'm staying right here 

Oh, no you won't see my fear 

I'm not kidding around 

Can't stop me. 

Can't stop me 

You haven't sseen the last of me 

Oh, no - 

You haven't seen the last of me. 

You haven't seen the last of me.